Uwahhh, I feel so glad that people on the RP community that I’m in actually really like how I play as Erika from Durarara. Again, I think it’s kinda funny, since I really only watched Durarara for Erika, Walker, and Celty. I’m not saying it was a bad show, but I just fell in love with those character so much, that I was like ‘Fuck it. I just want them on screen.’ But with Erika, I can just go completely crazy as her and say whatever I want, and it’s just fuckin great. Even Travis is like ‘YOUR POSTS. CAN’T BREATHE.’ Oh god but just think of how difficult it would be to write anything deep at all. …Which is why I’m probably gonna try to avoid those types of topics but they’d still be good to practice with. I would link to my RP profile, but I’d rather have you guys find it whatever the hell. (If you’re even interested HAAAAA.)

In other news, I’m pretty sure I’m gonna be getting a tablet in the next few weeks. I asked my dad and he was LITERALLY like ‘…Wait. You want that thing to draw? You don’t even know how to draw.’ ‘W-WELL. I CAN LEARN OKAY GEEZ.’ So I think he was probably like ‘Oh how adorable she wants to learn how to draw and try to do something creative since making her learn piano 6 years ago.’ CRY. Also yes, I try to keep my writing stuff a bit secret from my parents cause I’m way too hazukashi daysu. My dad HAS taken a peek at more of my random poetry stuff, though occasionally. But as long as it’s not that the thing I’ve been writing for like the past 3 months then I’m like great awesome. OH. And even better is I think that my aunt MAY try to send me oyaji moe smell. (Kotetsu’s cologne from Tiger and Bunny/ L’eau par Kenzo pour Homme.) When I get it I’m probably just gonna spray it all over my room including my sheets and pillow and just… INHALE THAT SHIT. And then I’ll feel like I have Kotetsu in my bed which is totally not scary at all of course.

So yeah that’s my update on shit that’s been going on which is totally not exciting. Aghghgh, I’m also gonna have to start working in just about a month, since yeah ya know, choosing to hold back on starting college for this year, because I’m literally clueless about what I want to do/where I want to go, and I don’t want my parents just wasting money on me like that. :/ Yeah I’m on the way to becoming a NEET I can just feel it. …This is also random but I should also get to updating my bara blog. I’ll probably do it over the weekend. I have fucking 400+ followers and I was like whoa. But then I realized it’s basically a porn blog WELP.)

Oh and one last thing to my newer followers. This blog is where I post things that are more lengthy statuses about what’s going on in my life or any big rants that I have where it’s like one post once every 4 to… over 30 days? I really don’t update much. (Oh and the pictures I attach are unrelated but a part of my brain forces me to post them to keep them on my first page. I know, I’m a freak.) So, if you guys are ever interested at all, you can follow my more general blog. I don’t really post that much on it either, but it’s definitely a lot more than this one. SO YEAH uh you can click HERE and you should be taken to my other blog. Ya don’t have to follow it or anything but yeah. OK YES BYE I’M DONE.