So I’m back from David’s house where we basically hung out and just played Soul Calibur V for hours and I’ve gotta admit that it was a lot of fun. We were laughing and having a great time, and it felt like that was something I really needed. And I felt like such an idiot for actually getting emotional when I was getting ready to leave. Like for the past few months or possibly even longer than that, I really feel like I’ve been neglecting my friends that I know personally/offline/whatever you want to call it. It’s like for a while the people that I would talk to a lot would be friends online, and it’s not like that’s an issue at all, but the friends I know offline like… really know me, if I can put it like that. And I feel like such an ass for not paying so much attention to them, because I don’t know where I’d be without them. And the same goes for you online friends too! I mean the reason I joined tumblr in the first place was to ‘connect’ with people that I already knew online through a blogging site. Weh, maybe it’s just that I always think of myself as someone who’s really unappreciative. I mean I try to be appreciative of things but maybe I’m not appreciative enough. So there I am like getting emotional and saying shit like ‘God I’m such a bitch.’ ‘You’re too nice to me.’ ‘Don’t you hate me for rarely talking to you and seeing you?’ And it just made me feel so much worse when David said I had nothing to worry about and he doesn’t have any sort of reason to hate me at all. Like, shit, I wish I was that nice… One of these days I might just have to take an extended break over the internet and really get back to talking to everyone that lives around me. I wanna have fun like I had today and I want to enjoy being around the people I like.